finally, gw bikin blog lagi. this is because of my sister anyway. hahahaha. well, tonight i cried again for the 'whatever' times. i miss him much. all good things turns into bad. fucked up! i hate to say this, but i sometimes i feel like an ass. noooooooooooo! i miss him so badly. i miss when he say 'iloveyou' or just 'ilu'. i miss him when he say 'muah'. well, maybe you will say that 'hey you stupid!' but i dont care!
well, maybe this posting isnt a good start for 'a fresh new blog', but this is what i feel right now. dissapointed, sadness, heartbreaking. is there anything more 'wonderful' than those things? tell me what else?? oh D, you dont even remember what happened on December 12th 2006. how dare you? it's been 3 years, and this feeling wont change. i still feel the same. i miss the way you look at me. i miss the way you call my name. i miss the way you talk to me. i miss anything bout you! and you dont even care!
i know i'm a boring person who dont respon what you're saying while you calling me. maybe i'm not a type of person who can give you advice, but please, dont treat me like this. i cant face it.
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