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friday friday! :D

2009-09-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

Thank God It's Friday! seriously, school things are driving me craaazzzyy! report, homework, exercise, assesment, quiz, vocab, novel 1, novel 2 AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE STAY ME AWAY FROM THOSE FCUKIN THINGSS? huhu, mau nangis. hah. anyway, broken hearted girl - beyonce knowles bgs deh. hari ini nyampe skola pagi bgt. pulang2, les, ah babi. mau tidur, ga bs tidur :( oyaa, CONGRATS MY DEAR MARSHA! :D i'm happy for ya dearrr :D mwah2! jgn sampe dy bikin lu sakit. ampe iya, gw pukul ntar. hahahhaha. :D moga2 dapet visa buat ke ausi! ketemu ci2 :D i miss my sister so damn mucho! :D

broken hearted girl lyric nih gw pasang hehehe

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Thank God It's Friday!

2009-07-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

yey! it's Friday everyone! hahaha. i thought i wont go anywhere todae. but my mom ask me how about going to pp or GI. haha. i just had a date with my mom. haha. bonding time! :) have you heard a song called 'Dia Mengerti?' sang by Maria Shandi if i'm not mistaken. its a good song anyway. :)

he is sick. :( cough and flu. obviously. ckck. get well soon dauri! :) glad to see you soon! you have no idea how much i miss youuu! my sister told me that she cooked brokoli again for today. hahaha. glad to know you already can cook for ur self sist! hihi. hey school's coming! hauahaha. on tuesday the school start. hahaha. yeay! i'm curious how will the new teacher look like. hahahaha. well, we'll have indian teacher of course. -_-' like Ms.Usha said "when you're in high school, you'll get indian teacher of course." WHAAATT?! swt deh.

"Dia mengerti, Dia peduli, persoalan yang sedang terjadi. Dia mengerti, Dia perduli, persoalan yang kita alami. Namun satu yang Dia minta, agar kita percaya, sampai mukjizat menjadi nyata." :)

*sorry for the bad grammer. hahahahaa. My baadd. :)

ilysm 121206 :)

mooom!

2009-07-09T04:46:00.001-07:00

ow maaann. mom's getting mad with me agaiinn just because i didnt want to accompany her to do the 'nyontreng' stuff. ckckck males banget. this headache is killing me! damn youuu! gini nih, kbnyakan maen typing maniac on facebook. huah. aaaaaaaaa, i'm waiting for 1st august to come! i'm gonna blow out my sixteen candles. hehe. :) i miss my friends to the max! i miss my uniform! hauahahaha. weird isnt it? hahahaha.

uhh, i'm waiting for UP! movieeee. i've seen the trailer on cinema. it's cartoon by the way hahahaha. i dont care, it seems funny! hahahahaa. oya, the cute fat boy on the film kinda look like navin. hauahahahaha. fyi only, navin's using the picture of that cute fat boy for his profile picture on facebook. hahahaha.

oya, there's a new boy and girl who will join us in year 10. i heard this boy has just moved from singapore and the girl, jessica ho, it's navin's enemy. hahaha. *well, navin told me. hahahahaa. honestly, i dont really like, if there's a new student for our class. it's the six of us! i mean, for the girls. and we'll have another one? it seems, not very good i guess. :(

*teenage girl who wants to be thin* :) LYN

him and stuff

2009-07-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

finally, gw bikin blog lagi. this is because of my sister anyway. hahahaha. well, tonight i cried again for the 'whatever' times. i miss him much. all good things turns into bad. fucked up! i hate to say this, but i sometimes i feel like an ass. noooooooooooo! i miss him so badly. i miss when he say 'iloveyou' or just 'ilu'. i miss him when he say 'muah'. well, maybe you will say that 'hey you stupid!' but i dont care!

well, maybe this posting isnt a good start for 'a fresh new blog', but this is what i feel right now. dissapointed, sadness, heartbreaking. is there anything more 'wonderful' than those things? tell me what else?? oh D, you dont even remember what happened on December 12th 2006. how dare you? it's been 3 years, and this feeling wont change. i still feel the same. i miss the way you look at me. i miss the way you call my name. i miss the way you talk to me. i miss anything bout you! and you dont even care!

i know i'm a boring person who dont respon what you're saying while you calling me. maybe i'm not a type of person who can give you advice, but please, dont treat me like this. i cant face it.